Late entry today. What can I say? I’m taking it easy.
Really. It’s only been in the last couple of days, as I finished up my latest Huge Enormous Project, that I realized how long it’s been since I’ve really, totally relaxed. Truthfully, I couldn’t even remember. I’ve always been a high strung, busybusybusy kind of girl: I have To Do lists for my To Do lists, and I’m always bustling from one thing to another, checking email, cell phone, voice mail. I am the kind of person everyone is always telling to calm down. I wish I could. But it’s hard.
I’ve decided, though, that it’s time to make a real effort. I’m tired of being tired, of not sleeping well, of feeling guilty when I don’t work out/vaccuum/pay bills on time/call everyone back immediately/infinity. Fall is a good time of year to implement changes, and this is mine. So if I don’t update as often—not that anyone will probably notice—you’ll know why. Hopefully, it means I’m curled up somewhere sleeping or reading a book or (hopefully) coming up with something brilliant to write about whenever I’m ready to start that up again. Fingers crossed.
In the meantime, I’m continuing to nurture my little Jai Rodriguez crush. Those of you who read this page regularly know that this is not new, but last week, when he was teaching Josh Diaz how to dance, he just won me all over again. The slide across the room on the his knees was the kicker. He’s so adorable: he’s positively elfin. (Postively Elfin: now THAT would be a good name for a band. Watch out Truth Squad! But I digress.) I don’t know why. Just the sight of him makes me happy.
I’m going to relax now. Or try to. Wish me luck!
have a great day everyone…..